5. Cheers ma' Dears.

This is just a short one to say that i really value the few friends that i have. A lot of the time i am very defeatist and distance myself from them, which makes me upset - but i still continue to do so. 

Just from one conversation with a friend i met on a foundation course, my mood has greatly changed for the better. When i started the foundation course i didn't intend on meeting any friends that id like to keep for life. But i am definitely glad that i did.

I have the worst attitude when it comes to meeting people, as i have such a foul opinion of myself and don't allow myself to open up and be genuinely happy. Slowly but surely, this opinion is beginning to fade, and i have my friends to thank for this.